I hate when people say they miss me because 9 times outta 10 they don’t. You have my facebook, phone number, tumblr, twitter, etc lol. If you did miss me hit me up then…..oh I forgot I have to be the first one to hit people up. The one thing I resent about most of my friends is the fact I have to be the one to take the initiative. Why is it my responsibility to maintain OUR connection. I feel that the love I have for every best friend/friend/acquaintance is one sided. This is why I made my list to see if I was wrong…..on some accounts I feel I was wrong and on others I know I’m right. The summer that has just went by has shown me I put some people to high up aka pedestal which led to my epic disappointment. I wish those I call my best friends knew they mean the world to me and some. Wish I meant a lot to them too….but at the end of the day it is what it is. You can’t fight the flow of life…..just rock with it and hope you have more good than bad. A friend of mine told me being selfish is the worst thing you can do. Life is about being selfish….
You love who you want
You chill with the people you want
You enjoy the things you want
No one is selfless…..they feel selfless but they are lying to themselves all the time. So if you miss me….hit me up from time to time. Because at this point I feel I’m lying to a lot of people saying I miss them…..cuz I know they don’t miss me. I feel it in my bones…..it hurts but it is whatever….keep it all inside now.